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in Jesus is possible to rehabilitate! Then Malaysia already did not have the
drug addict!” I have despised Christianity very much, thinks them too
judgmental, also does not know the drug addict; Regarding to a drug addict, the
rehabilitation is depending on individual willpower, but I have used many
methods to get rid of the drug dependence, under no choices, I have to lay down
the face, enters House of Victory to rehabilitate.
Two years later, I still not satisfied, I thought that I still very young,
having many desired in my heart, the Christian has too many restrains, therefore
I leaved House of Victory to seek for my world, in my heart only if we have
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practical. Therefore, I work as the bill collector in debt company, the day
starts to go through very well, sometimes will take some soft drug, as long
I didn’t take heroin then I’ll be ok.
Because I often drive after take narcotics, I met 4 accidents, the accident
more serious after ones, make me have many bruises, nearly the whole body
were supports by the steel. The life gradually falls into the deep valley
and the feel of taking heroin have gradually increased.
One day, mother took piece of DVD for me to watch, when half of the play, I
saw Jesus is being whipped, shouldering the cross, suddenly, my tear flowed
copiously, completely out of control, touched somebody's sore spot very
much, the mind emerged House of Victory’s non-drug joyful day, felt regret
deeply in the heart; there is a sound tells, child comes back, that moment,
I decided that enters House of Victory to rehabilitate.
During training, I saw many senior rehabilitants to be possible no longer to
take drugs; actually the only way out of rehabilitation is to serves the
God, only in Christ, is our drug addict biggest sanctuary. After the
training finished, I decided that remained down to serves, although I not
well educated, I knew, as long as I were willing, God to make a way for me.
Serving in rehabilitation is a thankless job, the wages are few, and the
pressure is big; I have reminded myself, if not Jesus, I can’t be there
today.
5 years, God accompanied me to go through.
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