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did not know why mother does want to leave this family, daddy is also far in
Kuala Lumpur works, I very long only then may see him, but the grandmother has
substituted for mother's position. But from that one day of start, I
unintentionally studies, although I only am an elementary school fourth grade
level elementary student.
After discontinuing studies, daddy has to lead me to hand over to Kuala Lumpur
by the aunt safeguards me, these two years television accompanies me to grow up. |
One day, daddy took the new clothes to let me exchange, tidies up the simple
clothing, daddy take me out by car, I thought that he had already looked for
the new work for me.
The vehicle took the very far road, before arriving at a room, daddy took me
out from car, I sees in this house to have many same age children, I did not
know that here is any place, thought at heart does not satisfy the need.
After daddy comes out from the office, exhorts me to stay behind, at that
time I was very afraid, because I knew that daddy must leave behind me, but
I did not have the revolt strength, I was afraid very much, I have entreated
daddy to bring me with him, but daddy cruel-hearted threw down me, I only
could cry, hated him very much in heart!
After daddy leaves, an elder brother led several children to comfort me, to
urge me; finally I only could, but remained down.
In the beginning, I not to be familiar in here, because any matter must
follow the rule, any matter must follow according to the timetable. They
teach me to study (Holy Bible), teaches me to look after myself, does
laundry; also tells the story about their past, before this they looks like
the present's me, skips classes, participates in the organized crime,
finally takes drugs, day is very pitiful, some people are imprisoned, also
some people to become the tramp, finally they knew after Jesus, the life
changed.
Although I start to understand daddy's regard, I also do not have what great
heart lofty aspiration, did not know who that Jesus is? But I know
something, in here each people are treat me well, nobody bullies me, because
they believe Jesus, they said that they are learning from Jesus’ example,
therefore I affirmed that Jesus certainly is the position of very good God.
Now, my life becomes orderly, also learned how to help people, worked also
has the responsibility. Daddy! I must thank you, you had look for a very
good place for me to learn!
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